The second week of February was far better than the first but no less busy. The first week without Apollo was definitely sad, but life has definitely become a lot simpler. Our little dog has definitely been spoiled this week. Apollo was the reason Ty has missed out on a lot over the years, because we couldn’t walk Ty or take him for a car ride without Apollo’s knowledge. We think he’s still a little confused about where his big brother is, but Ty’s always seemed to be a much more independent dog.
On the personal front, I was busy in between my regular work hours. It was the last week of our parade preparations, so we were trying to meet almost every day for an hour at 11:30 a.m. Truthfully, it was the worst possible time, smack dab in the middle of the day between my regular work hours. I kind of stopped showing up because it was too much to handle with other stuff going on in my life this week, namely the dental appointments.
I feel like this week can be defined through the word “waiting.” I’m waiting all the time for phone calls, to receive email feedback, for weeks to end, for work shifts to be over. It’s kind of scary that I’m wishing so much time away. It reminds me of the movie Click (2006) where Adam Sandler’s character loses big chunks of time because he wants to skip all the toiling for his job, but he doesn’t realize he’s missing out on all the special small moments in between that make life meaningful.
I do feel like there’s a lot I want to do that I can get started on right now. I feel like this year so far has been me preparing to do more, and a lot of that journey is being documented on this blog. So I’m thankful for this small space where I can talk about what I love, document my creative journey, and feel cheered on by all you lovely readers. Truly.
- Job Applications. Monday I applied for six jobs. Two were local city positions (Part-Time Records Clerk & Visitors Services Manager) and four (Recreation Aide, Head Camp Counselor, Community Relations Specialist, Help Desk Supervisor) were the next city over. I don’t think many were full-time jobs. They just definitely would pay more than I currently get paid now. I’ve already been rejected for the two local positions, which really made me want to quit my current job this week because my immediate supervisor said the higher ups do not like to have current employees jumping to new departments, so basically I have no chances to even interview while I work this job that people without college degrees can do. If only I didn’t need the money…I may put in my two weeks’ notice soon, just because I think my chances will be get better for local jobs and I may get something better soon if I just keep applying.
- Dental Appointments. This month I get kicked off my parents’ health insurance and my mom asked me if I wanted to visit the dentist for one more cleaning. I went Wednesday, and it was already annoying because I had to fill out paperwork for the company that bought the dentist office where we’ve been going for the last 10 years. Then I found out I had four cavities. They’re all in the early stages, so I just needed to get fillings. I always thoughts flossing was just to prevent gingivitis, but all my cavities are where the teeth touch in the back of my mouth, so flossing would have prevented them. Floss, kids!
- Red Cross Volunteering. Wednesday night we had our monthly staff meeting at work. Our guest speakers were from the Red Cross and they talked about all the volunteer opportunities they offer. The main woman who spoke talked about being fresh out of college and not being able to find work immediately, and I just felt like she was talking directly to me! One of my goals for this weekend is to apply to volunteer and see what I can do.
- Valentine’s Day. Honestly, I didn’t remember how much candy I used to get for Valentine’s Day at school. How schools can celebrate and promote Valentine’s Day but not Halloween is crazy. I got so much candy this day. Right after finding out I had cavities. Oh, the irony. One of my co-workers surprised us with goodie bags and then the kids added to our supply as they sorted through their loot during snack time. It was so unexpected, I wish I had gotten something for the kids and my co-workers too! I just didn’t think it would be a big deal at all.
I am so happy with my blog content this week. If there’s one regret, it’s that I didn’t finish up my review of The Vanishing Stair, which I read two weeks ago now. But the reason for that is I’m not sure how I want to review it. Sequels are hard to do! There are more questions about what to talk about and part of that I think can be answered by figuring out who is the audience. I’ve not figured that out yet!
But I still managed to publish three posts that I really liked. None of them were really planned ahead of time, which is why I think I’m so happy with them to be honest. I liked that I had time to work on them during the week and then publish them immediately in some cases. I liked that spontaneity! And I liked that I was happy with the end result.
I don’t like to publish posts that I’m unhappy with, which is why this week’s TTT was actually from a couple of weeks ago. I wasn’t happy with it then, but after sitting on it for a little bit, I was able to redraft it this week and not let all the work that went into it at the beginning of the month (compiling images and book summaries) to go to waste. I feel like the theme is an important one, for me especially as I don’t use Goodreads anymore and will need to find a way to track the books on my TBR now.
B L O G P O S T S
- March BuJo Theme Ideas
- The Ten Most Recent Additions to My To-Read List | Top Ten Tuesday
- My Good Reading Habits | Blog Tag
Once again, I didn’t do any reading this week, but I am ready to start King of Scars! I’ve decided I would first read Crooked Kingdom (Six of Crows, #2), because a) I want to refresh myself on the world and characters, and b) I only read that book once. I think it will also be good to read this weekend because I don’t want to neglect all my other responsibilities in order to read (as I did when reading The Vanishing Stair), so I’ll make it something to look forward to in between getting chores done, doing job applications, and writing/blogging.
Then next weekend I’ll be ready to read King of Scars!
Next week is my birthday, so it will likely be a week of deep introspection. I want to reflect on my past year, think about what I want to do different, and probably make a list of things I want to do while I’m 26. I don’t want to wait around any longer. There’s a lot that is out of my control, but that doesn’t mean I should just sit around and do nothing. I want to meet new people, have new experiences, and do new things. For one of the first times in my life, I’m approaching my birthday with excitement.